Here is my first blog.I know I am faster on paper and yeah more private too...but i am just another lost island on this infinite sea..unconnected to millions of other lost small ones..I wont even care if someone stumbles upon this...just another anonymous for him...for me...
I am perturbed..The truth is this anonymity is eating me inside..making the abyss feel deeper and and blanker than before...
I am a lost child in a supermarket..whirling along with those blinding colours..floating on someone else's dreams...numbed..drugged...i laugh on funny things and forget them..i eat what i cant digest...a thousand things seem right..a thousand lights i can see,leading somewhere...so many paths so many galleries..
But I am looking for someone...A boy smiles at me and I think somethings is tingling somewhere..I dont even realise he is my latest crush...
And I try to look.. i try to sing .. But I am blank.. I have nothing to write.. I want to cry out loud.. for the little pebble that has since been in my shoes..
I have noone to follow.. no God to worship..
I am afraid of the money kept in my wallet.. I think I dont know its value.. It feels like a sin..
I wish someone could help me..but no.. there is no one to follow..
A lost island in this infinite sea..